I missed St. Patty's Day!

I had every intention of being a better blogger whether there's anyone out there to read it or not. I fell down on the job though. We're gonna say life got in the way. I don't remember what was going on last time I posted. Jeremy is home now though. For a while anyway. It's been really hard to incorporate him back into our lives, on our part and his. Dylan has been having issues with his temper again since Jeremy has been home. I finally decided it was not something that we would eventually work out. So I get Dylan in with a counselor. In the course of trying to get Dylan help it was decided that Jeremy and I needed some marital counseling. Like I didn't know that already. As the counselor said, in order to help Dylan we need to fix us. So off to counseling we will go. I have admitted to myself for the first time that I do think I am actually in a depression that I can't get myself out of so here's hoping my life and family get back on track with the help of professionals.

Baseball season has started again too. Dylan is now in the minor leauge. That means that instead of 2-3 pratices a week we have 4 pratices a week. Instead of 16 games we have 26 games. It's much more serious in the minor leauge. Of course that means all of our spare time from new till June and possibly beyond will be spent at the ballpark. Not that it bothers me i like to be busy. Keeps my mind off things I don't want to think about.

We are also in the process of trying to buy the house we're living in. All in all the owners are giving us a pretty good deal. All that's left now is getting the loan. Not an easy task when Jeremy's credit sucks. But were working on that too.

Then there's Clover the new puppy. I was going to post pictures with this entry but of course my camera is dead. So as soon as I get it all charged up, hopefully before summer gets here, I will put up pictures of the kids, the puppys and if I'm on the ball Easter! :) Yes I'm trying to push the envelope.