Father Please,

Grant me the
SERENITY
to accept the things
I cannot change

COURAGE
to change the
things I can

and
WISDOM
to know the difference

As most of you know things are not going well at home. Apparently my husband has been unhappy in our marriage for a long time. Funny I never knew it was so bad. I know it was never perfect. We had our problems but we also loved each other, or so I thought. I am having a really hard time accepting. Last night as I was trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life this prayer flooded my mind. I think it was God's suttle way of saying, "Remember me? I'm here to get you through this. JUST ASK!" My response, "Jesus, take the wheel! I know I can't do this on my own."

Christmas Spirit

SLowly but surely christmas spirit is filling our home. The tree is all decorated. Half of the lights are on the house. Christmas presents are stashed waiting to be wrapped. We found the 24'7 christmas music radio station. The tv playes christmas movies none stop. We went last night because we didn't have enough icicle lights or net lights, bigger house, more hedges. :) Then Jeremy decided we need to make the house look like the Griswald house. :) He wants to buy a train, some inflatibles, something bright. Pretty soon we'll start some baking. I sure do love this season! It's the most wonderful time of the year. The happ, happiest season of alllllllll! Hope you all are enjoying the season as much as we are. And don't forget in all the lights and commotion that Jesus is the REAL reason for the season!